THE BALL

Saturday 19th 2015: 11:11pm

1w ago

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Evening folk’s sparrow back again,

Now I usually only do 1 of these every day but since it is the BNS ball and it only happens annually I thought it was a special enough of an occasion to do another blog even if is 11 past 11. An update from earlier in the day we lost the muster, Billy decided to not stick to the plan and do his own thing during the muster whilst cuttin' hoops, Billy rigged a brick and bungee strap to keep the vehicle going around by itself he preceded to get out of the vehicle, this pissed Lucy off, the strap eventually came loose and the car veered out of control this random act from Billy pushed Luc to edge and announced that she was leaving for Sydney. Skipping ahead to tonight, tonight was fantastic started off great, place was absolutely Chock-a-block people from all over had come in this year plenty of old faces from previous years and plenty of new faces. Tonight was all set to be the perfect night until everything started falling apart.

I’m starting to wonder if anyone gives a shit about me, I mean my best mate Billy is constantly putting me down and always putting me second, I mean today for example at the Ute muster he just left me in a dangerous situation just so he could go show off to the crowd and again tonight He made a mockery of me Saying I was piss weak and I did not have the guts to tell Mary how I felt. I don’t mean to sound arrogant or self-centred but I’m always there for Billy and I always have his back, I’m always his right-hand man when you think of Billy what do you think of? Sparrow McGee tagging along with him, I’m trying to think of a time Billy has stood up to help me or to back me up. I cannot think of a time when he has. What comes to mind when you think of sparrow McGee?

I am not piss-weak I’m…… uh, I'm.. just scared of rejection I am just scared of what might happen if I say something, what if I’m not good enough? There’s a saying that goes,

"i could sit here on a 5 a bit happy with it...or i could pick up the dice and roll a 6... at the same time i could end up rolling a one"

Tim Canterbury~

I could sit here on a 5 and be happy with it or I could pick up the dice and roll a 6…… at the same time I could end up rolling a one. Is it really worth rolling the dice at all?

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Well, tonight was my last shot with Mary she said she was leaving for Perth, said she was gonna try for the Australian women's wrestling team. I guess that is it then I blew it, the girl of my dreams is going away my chance of getting with her is gone, maybe I should move to? Like everyone else, maybe it’s finally time…

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